One Year

Sunday, 6 January 2019

Meant to be - It will be okay - winter style outfit - H&M, Gucci, Zara, Oak and Fort

Meant to be - It will be okay - winter style outfit - H&M, Gucci, Zara, Oak and Fort

Meant to be - It will be okay - winter style outfit - H&M, Gucci, Zara, Oak and Fort

Meant to be - It will be okay - winter style outfit - H&M, Gucci, Zara, Oak and Fort

Meant to be - It will be okay - winter style outfit - H&M, Gucci, Zara, Oak and Fort

Meant to be - It will be okay - winter style outfit - H&M, Gucci, Zara, Oak and Fort

Meant to be - It will be okay - winter style outfit - H&M, Gucci, Zara, Oak and Fort



Today marks one year from when I knew my life was going to change. It's a bitter sweet day for I know that it was something that needed to happen but still SO hard to do....and still hard to this day. 

But where there is pain, there is healing, where there is sadness, there is joy, where there is lose, there is gain, where there is weakness, there is strength.

So I am grateful for where I am now, even though the hurt still follows me because I can get comfort in knowing that what is meant to be is meant to be. I am right where I am suppose to be. 


H&M coat
H&M sweater
Oak & Fort jeans
Zara bag
Forever 21 shoes
Aldo sunglasses


I want to be vulnerable

Thursday, 3 January 2019

Outfit wearing Calvin Klein, Forever 21, Aritzia, Zara, Urban Outfitters - Vulnerability

Outfit wearing Calvin Klein, Forever 21, Aritzia, Zara, Urban Outfitters - Vulnerability

Outfit wearing Calvin Klein, Forever 21, Aritzia, Zara, Urban Outfitters - Vulnerability

Outfit wearing Calvin Klein, Forever 21, Aritzia, Zara, Urban Outfitters - Vulnerability

vul·ner·a·bil·i·ty
noun
  1. the quality or state of being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally.

Why can’t I be vulnerable?! 

I want to be vulnerable. But I find it SO hard. I think it would improve my relationships with others, especially with the ones I care most about. 

I tend to be less vulnerable with a significant other or good friend more so than a stranger. Why is that? I think answers to that could be that I am scared I will lose that person if I am too open. If I say something that the other doesn’t agree with, like or want to hear…that that could ruin and end the relationship. 

That is a legitimate fear for sure but it doesn’t mean that I still shouldn’t be vulnerable because after all, I am ME and if that person doesn’t stick around for me being me, then surely it wouldn’t last anyway and that person isn't worth my time.

I want to be vulnerable.

Forever 21 coat
Forever 21 top
Aritzia babaton t-shirt
Calvin Klein jeans
Zara bag
Forever 21 shoes
Vintage earrings and belt


A Fresh Start

Wednesday, 2 January 2019








2018 was the hardest year of my life. Even though my sorrows won't go away over night, it is nice to know that a new year is here and hopefully with that some new beginnings that can ease my pain.

No New Years resolutions for me, just continuing on the path I was on to discovering who I am and doing things I need to do for myself to grow and move on. The pain has been needed in that part of the journey for myself so at least it has not been for nothing.

I am an amazing, strong, kind, loving person and I am worthy of knowing that and having others know that as well so that is how I am starting my year and hoping I can continue down a path that reflects that knowledge.


Aritzia trench
Oak and Fort jacket
H&M turtleneck
Aritzia wilfred/citizens jeans
Urban Outfitters hat
Louis Vuitton bag


Stuck

Wednesday, 31 October 2018

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

Canadian Fashion Blogger - Gucci shoes - Forever 21 jeans top - Vintage Calvin Klein

What do you do when you feel stuck?

I haven't learned how to overcome that empty, dark, lonely place.

I had taken 10 steps forward just to take 20 steps back.

How do you overcome when the majority of the problem is YOU!

Where can you go from there?

Vintage Calvin Klein jacket
Forever 21 top
Forever 21 jeans
Gucci shoes 
Aritzia belt
forever 21 sunglasses

Long time no see, Life update!

Sunday, 18 March 2018

Ganni - Gucci belt - Louis Vuitton bag - Acne Studios scarf - Ray-Ban sunglasses - fashion blog

Ganni - Gucci belt - Louis Vuitton bag - Acne Studios scarf - Ray-Ban sunglasses - fashion blog

Ganni - Gucci belt - Louis Vuitton bag - Acne Studios scarf - Ray-Ban sunglasses - fashion blog

Ganni - Gucci belt - Louis Vuitton bag - Acne Studios scarf - Ray-Ban sunglasses - fashion blog

Ganni - Gucci belt - Louis Vuitton bag - Acne Studios scarf - Ray-Ban sunglasses - fashion blog

Ganni - Gucci belt - Louis Vuitton bag - Acne Studios scarf - Ray-Ban sunglasses - fashion blog

Ganni - Gucci belt - Louis Vuitton bag - Acne Studios scarf - Ray-Ban sunglasses - fashion blog

Ganni - Gucci belt - Louis Vuitton bag - Acne Studios scarf - Ray-Ban sunglasses - fashion blog
Forever 21 coat / Ganni sweater / Gucci belt / Only jeans / Vans sneakers / Louis Vuitton bag / Ray-Ban sunglasses / Acne Studios scarf

WOW. It's been a long time. I have not taken this long of a break from my blog since I have started in back in 2011. But sometimes life throws things at you that sort of shake your world and you don't know what is what. That has been my life lately, a lot of changes, a lot of up's and down's. But with all of that comes closing a chapter (or a few in my case) to make room for new ones.

I am still figuring everything out but I hope I can get back into blogging again. Probably not as often as I use to with not having a photographer anymore and being super busy in general but this has been my space for such a long time and I love this space this even after all this time.

New in: Gucci double G belt

Monday, 15 January 2018

Birthday present - Gucci double G belt - In My Dreams Canadian Fashion Blogger

Birthday present - Gucci double G belt - In My Dreams Canadian Fashion Blogger

Birthday present - Gucci double G belt - In My Dreams Canadian Fashion Blogger

Birthday present - Gucci double G belt - In My Dreams Canadian Fashion Blogger

Birthday present - Gucci double G belt - In My Dreams Canadian Fashion Blogger

Birthday present - Gucci double G belt - In My Dreams Canadian Fashion Blogger

Birthday present - Gucci double G belt - In My Dreams Canadian Fashion Blogger

I celebrated my birthday at the beginning of November and if you follow me on Instagram you will know that I bought myself a birthday present. I was unable to have it that day because there is a wait list for it but it finally arrived last weekend, it is this beautiful Gucci double G belt.

I am super happy with it and I know I am going to get a lot of use out of this piece. I think belt's are great pieces to invest in as it's something you can literally wear with anything, all the time. So I am very glad to have my belated birthday present!!

Resolutions for 2018

Sunday, 14 January 2018

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger

2018 resolutions - winter denim outfit - Vancouver Fashion blogger
Forever 21 jacket, jeans and boots / Aritzia t-shirt / Acne Studios scarf

For the last part of 2017 I have done a lot of reflecting of what I want and ways to get there. So even though I am not one to make huge new years resolutions as they usually never stick, there are lots of things I have reflected on and things I want to do just for myself. So this 2018 I have decided is the year for ME!!

Yes, that's right. I want it to BE a selfish year of me looking out for me and what I want. I want to do the things that make me happy and re-discover myself. I want to dig deep and really put all my time, energy and money into doing things for me and my happiness.

I know it can sound a bit selfish but honestly I think more of us need to do this. I have put others first for such a long time that I don't even know what I want or who I truly am anymore. That's why I need to make this year about just doing what I want and not caring about what anyone else thinks.

I have already started on this, there is lots changing in my life already (well will get into that later) and I can tell it's going to be a tough but great year ahead so...Cheers to me!!!